This is my humble addiction
Not real
Maybe to you
It’s not fun or fulfilling
This is my humbling addiction
I stay by his side
No matter how much I know
I should leave
I am still here
No matter what he’ll do
It’s humbling
To become
The girl I claimed
I’d never
Be
I am her,
Whose woes revolve around a boy
Who will never
Or could never
Appreciate her
But she stays
By his side
Loses her mind
But she’ll stay
By his side
I know he was sent here
To my level
To humble me
I talk about my worth
Then give it away
To my humbling addiction
I say
Hello
Three times a day
As constant as a prayer
He is as distant as the horizon
As pretty as it too
Kind as a bully
And I can’t say it
But I hate to love you
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