“Moonlight Still Shines Through Closed Windows”

February 18, 2020
Riley Bishop recieved an Honorable Mention for her poem “Moonlight Still Shines Through Closed Windows”
You are a rose flower
You grow stronger and stronger
And although you’ve been delicate
You have thorns that cut
although you don’t make sense of it
these thorns make you tough
You’re a rose flower, you’re surrounded by death
You’re a rose flower, people use you
You’re a rose flower, when people see you
they stop to continue staring
A vibrant red, bold and daring
A delicate plant people tend to be caring-
For because you’re dependent
You always tend to rely-
On other people, actually, I can deny-
That that’s ever the case
I actually think you’re independent
You live on your own moment by moment
On your own you can survive
On your own you do just fine
So no you actually aren’t a rose flower
Roses shrivel up and die within a few days
You can outlast a flower because you’re stronger
I think that you’re actually fire
Fire can live on forever
And like fire you’re misunderstood
Fire is considered a danger
Because their crazy flames travel every which way
You can be sporadic but you can also be tame
And like fire you die-out
And give up on life for a while
But you always come back, always persevere
And although you don’t want to you’re always here
Wait no not fire because you can be cold
Yes only towards yourself but it still needs to be told
But you’re still bright and beautiful
what about sunlight?
Not really because on sunny days
everything seems right
But in your case nothing ever
Seems to go your way
It’s like a constant darkness
that always controls your days
But if it’s only darkness it’s not really days
It’s probably more like night
Oh I know! I finally got it!
You’re the moonlight.
Moonlight still shines through closed windows
You can shine just as bright as me
So when you’re feeling all alone
All you need to know
Is moonlight still shines through closed windows
Moonlight still shines through closed windows
I think you need to know that you’re my hero
So don’t be down
Come on now, feel proud
You might not see the light
Even if others do
Moonlight still shines through closed windows
You might think you are nothing like those
You are the moonlight
You shine throughout the darkest nights
And I would not make it through
Without you
You are the moonlight
You are able to fight
Through any given obstacle
Thrown at you
I didn’t think that something could shine
through a solid piece of matter
Millions of miles away
but it does omit
You say you don’t have an effect on me
when you say you’re not fine
I’m annoyed with myself and sigh
I realized that I blew it
I could’ve been there for you
I should’ve been there for you
And I would’ve been there for you
If only you’d let me through
But you lock me out
You block me out
I knock on your door hoping to reduce your doubts
About yourself
But then you say ‘farewell’
And I hate myself
I don’t know how to help
Every time I try it’s wrong
I never know what’s going on
am I the one that causes your sorrow?
The obstacle in your way, am I the window?
I never meant to make you sad
I know I do sometimes, and that’s my bad
But I truly do want to help you
And to do so I’ll try being happier too
I just want to reach out my hand
And let you hold on for as long as you can
Because then you’ll be protected
From your self-doubt and bitter hatred
I don’t know how to force you to believe
that you truly mean the world to me
I don’t know how to tell you you’re beautiful
and have you magically believe me
You’re so strong and powerful
But I know you’d disagree
And I know you’re completely capable
To see what I see
But you refuse
You’ve been abused
You say your family hates you
But how can this be true
When they have a daughter
Who’s as beautiful as you?
But you don’t see your beauty
Why do you put this upon yourself
And why do you refuse to get help
You have a way through struggling internally
Even if you can’t see it there’s a path for you
You help me find my way too
You always make me better
You always make me smile
And you do make me happy
For quite a while
Without you there would be no light
Without you my life wouldn’t be right
And I wouldn’t want you to be any other way
Other than for you to be okay
Because you deserve it my sweet angel
Look I’ll try to make this simple
You’re the moonlight, you’re silent and stealthy
But when I spot you in the night I tend to be happy
Whether you do it purposely
Just having your presence makes me feel less lonely
And I am so glad when you’re around
Even if you don’t make a sound
Your presence is the key
The silence makes me feel at peace
Because it means there’s no fighting
But when there is
You’re confused
You refuse to improve
Little do you know that you can’t improve
Because you’re perfect
Too bad you can’t admit it
Because you’re too depressed
You’re too upset
That you missed it
And you shine
Shine so bright
Brighter than anyone I know
I’d die
For your light
It only continues to grow
Like a sprouting flower
And like a burning flame
You’re so beautiful and bright
I’d never be the same
I know this whole thing might be hard to follow
Just know that ‘Moonlight still shines through closed windows’